7 Feb '08 - 8:44 a.m.
I dropped Ellie off at work early because of the bad weather. It was her idea. I got home without incident and Tara was online. We im'd a bit then I called her at 10 pm. We talked until her husband came home after 11 pm.
Fantastic conversation. Turns out her husband is always accusing her of affairs. She could be, but I think she is a huge flirt. I know enough of that for a fact, I am intriged by her but I am savvy enough not to be making a pass at her. I do enjoy flirting right back at her.
She told me her attraction for girls is much stronger than her attraction for guys. I mentioned that in a past post titled "the Toy, a short bio" or something like that. She has actually gone down on only one girl but made out with scores more. She has to be frustrated. Hell, my wife, who denies her sexual openess in regards to girls has gone down on three different girls in her life.
I told her that it is a rare day that my wifes and my saliva doesn't coat our genitals. Yes, we kiss and lick each other on a daily basis. Not full blown oral, consider it like a passing kiss on the cheek. Can you think of anything nicer in a relationship?
Tara has tried to use body paint on her husband and that led nowhere. I have to take that man out and somehow ignite his passion for his wife or he's going to lose her.
I may want to have a threesome with her, I definitly want her and my wife to have an affair, but I don't want her marriage to go down the tubes.
Slow going is the key here, though inside I ache for something to happen soon. It's just that I can't push my wife or she balks. She does it all in her own good time, I just act pleased and happy when it does happen, actually I am not acting....lol
Don't get me wrong folks. Sex with my wife is fantastic. But the sad fact is that we only made love about four times last year. Yes we have sex many times a week but you know there is a huge difference betwen having sex and making love.
I am not even sure when making love becomes sex or when having sex turns into a love making episode. Crisis! Does anyone have any thoughts on this? Please let me know.
Thanks for the loan of your ear.
