01 Jan '07 - 7:21 a.m.
First entry of the new year.
Took the wife to the ER last evening for a asthma/bronchitus attack. Back home 10 to midnight but I went to bed right away.I got very upset, not mad, upset when she was there. It was very bad. This time last year she was in for an emergency apadectimy(sp?). Did I mention that my real father died over the Atlantic with a burst appendix while flying over the Atlantic with a major Canadian airline?
The airline gave me a Major Matt Mason moon base kit as a 'sorry your father died' consolation prize.I was 6. I burned every piece accidently in the next year.
After I dropped the wife off at work during the day I went online and said hi to Tara. Right away she asked if she could ask me an unusual question. Being an avid student of the human condition (Nosey) I said of course.
I won't repeat it here, it was a doozy. I had her call me. I tried answering it but it was way out of my league. I did assure her it no way reflected on her, or her appeal. And it didn't.
Soon the subject changed to our own histories. She told me about her first foursome. She told me about the first couple she had a relationship with..mmm.
I told her about some of our adventures. Nothing at all about my stepping out on Ellie. She told me when she worked at a cafe' that a banker type would come in and stare at her until she felt like a geek and had to look down. She said she wold get wet. THAT came about from what I told her what happened to me the other day while I was at the mall with Ellie.
Ellie was going through the cash and I was waiting by the store entrance trying for the smouldering look when this short blond haired, thin, bespecled, (glasses), very cute on the girl next door factor, stared me right in the eyes. I stared right back as she walked by. The actual eye contact lasted only 3 or 4 seconds, but when its happening its an eternity
Thats when Tara told me her story...likes to be submissive...
She toldme how she goes down on her husband.....My impotency ended right there, I am assuming stress kept my pecker down, not my new meds. Fuck, it was hot and hard.
Now I know it sounds like a come on but it wasn't. I am not a good enough of a writer to convey the context of the conversation here.
She will not step outside of her marriage except with Brians approval. Brian is not me, and will not approve. Ellie is the one exception, somehow she has got his limited approval.
As soon as we hung up, I tossed off, and after a week of nothing my spunk was too thick to shoot up my chest, it rolled over my fingers like a whitish molasses. I so want to fuck her and my wife...
Still havn't had sex with my wife, though I did wake up with wood, I am leary on putting stress on he body, so I just sucked on her nipples before I got out of bed. I want to thank all you ladies in the world once more for having breasts. Thank you!
Later, next entry will be about our second mmf threesome, promise.
