28 Dec '07 - 6:00 p.m.
I lost two erections this week! My history in that regard is maybe losing one every second year or so. I'm starting to freak out here!
Granted, I have been diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and have been on oral medication for two weeks now, but nowhere has reduced sex drive been mentioned.
I'll drop the meds in a heartbeat if it means no sex. I'll take a short, short sex filled life over one with no sex. If you ever met my wife you'd understand my reasoning.
Colitus and now diabetes! That's my limit. No more illnesses for me!
I live a good life, I do no harm to others, we volunteer at the food bank, well, my wife is on the board and I muscle things around for them. We try to be green as much as we can, no plastic or paper bags at the store. You get the picture. Our only sins are a bit of weed once or twice a month and a funky, fun sex life!!!
I don't deserve this shit. Ellie is very supportive, saying we fought so much this month that the stress must still be manifesting itself in my dick.
Does impotence strike suddenly? I figured it would be a gradual process! I would have warnings.
I'm not ready for the little blue pill though, admittedly, I'm curious how it would affect a fully viral man. Would he become a sex machine of Titanic abilities? Legendary endurance?
So...feel sad for me. I feel sad for me. Regardless, I will never neglect my wife, tongue and fingers are functional...lol
Though this temporary setback has put my desires to bed Tara on the backburner, I still want her and my wife to coNsumate their fiendship;)
Now to regale you folks on how the maid of honour and I hooked up.
She now lives in San Fransisco, but used to live in Montreal. So every few months we would visit her, or she would visit us. Drinking and smoking the herb would ensue. All very innocent.
One evening we all drank and I decided to let them gab and I went to play my Nintendo 64, the best game system ever, in my humble opinion. Eventually the wife went to bed and her friend Chantal, laid on the couch and put her feet on my lap.
I try and avoid physical contact with women because, well, I find it very arousing.
I put down my controller and look at her. She was wearing her trademarks denim mini-skirt. Great legs, and this is from a confirmed breast man.
I can see her pussy slip pressing against her panties. I'm lost. I touch her panties, testing the waters. Her wriggling of her hips gave me courage. I wormed a finger under those blasted panties and started light stroking. I was amazed on how fast those wonderful lips swelled up!
She started these small mewling sounds, nothing sounded like "Stop, you asshole! You're married to my best friend!" Just "Ooohs".
I rolled her from her side and on her back and ate her through thos damn panties and around and under them. When she came she pushed my head away and said just one word, "Sensative!".
That was all for that night. I went up stairs and performed oral on my wife, waking her up then fucking her. We were kissing and she said she tasted different tonight. I am a clever monkey, eh?
This behavior went on too long for my liking. I didn't know how to end it without fallout destroying me. Thankfully her company tranfered her to San Fransisco and solved my problem.
If there is a higher power, He/She must favour fools who think with their small head....lol
And to think I am seriously considering embarking on an adventure with a girl who believes in honesty and openness and cannot lie worth a shit! Why don't I take up skydiving, oR baiting sharks, or become one of those religious guys who handle rattlesnakes for God? any of the above would be safer than prodding my wifes jealousy streak.
Wish me luck, or curse me, but before anything goes down, my pecker has to be fixed.
Later and good luck to everyone!
