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An enigma is a puzzle or mystery. Folks, I am a male! There is no puzzle or mystery about me or 99.9% of other males. I am about sex. To get to sex, I have rituals that guarantee me sex. I work, provide shelter and food for my family, provide the extras that make life tolerable and do my best to protect them from an increasingly hostile world. I do all that for sex.
Every female I meet, I rate. This lasts for a fraction of a second, no one suspects they have been catagorized. And that is all that happens. Work or favours are not allocated due to my attraction. It is an exercise that I always practiced and will continue to do so when some young health worker is wiping the drool from my chin...lol
We all do. Males that is. I don't know what women think of when they meet males in everyday situations. Non of you ladies talk about that. I wish some of you would.
I haven't the foggiest clue why women would be willing to allow me to bed them, but they do and I am eternally gratefull for their generous souls!
I let my wife rule my life, except in the bedroom. There I run things, not like that movie "Sleeping With The Enemy", I'm not that much of a sociopath. I decide what's happening between the sheets, what gets inserted where and how many times. (A little aside here, as I'm in my mid forties, I'll be lucky to get it up more than once a night) lol, though twice a day is not uncommon! Longer refractory periods.
This suits my wife fine, she is what I would call an aggressive submissive. Whatever is happening in the sack, couch, alley, museum washroom etc, she agressivley follows my, or any other partners lead. She is truly my perfect mate!
A little on her history: She is the closest to a virgin I have ever had sex with. I was her third guy and she had her cherry popped three months before we were introduced.
Now my wife is up to 10 guys and 5 women! Three cheers for my lusty lady!
I on the other hand was having sex for eleven years when I met her. The sex was not good, I never really cared much for most of my partners. The few that I actually liked made the sex better. The older I got, the pickier I got. I find now there has to be at least one quality that I admire in a girl, whether it's physical or personality or a skill, ther admiration has to be there or the wood doesn't show up!
She is going out with the Toy tonight, I'm dropping them off and picking them up when the're done. Next week I'll give an update, good or bad.
I re-read what I wrote. I need an objective when I write, I really do. This rambling of incoherant thoughts makes me want to puke....Later
