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I think my wife is having an affair. Signs are there but I don't see how it is possible. There is only one rule I gave my wife. She can be with whomever she wants but I must wake up with her beside me.
I think it might be with a women at that. To go behind my back in that situation is just crazy, I live for her girl/girl sessions.
I suspect its the Toy, mentioned in an earlier entry. She doesn't mention her at all anymore. The Toy has stopped all communications with me, ie: Facebook etc.
I play a pretty obtuse fella most of the times, but I'm not. Its great camoflauge (sp?). I soak things up at a phenominal rate. I remember quite a bit of stuff, especially if it interests me. My wife is acting as if the Toy is frozen out of her life altogether. But she isn't. Neighbours say they went for walks, drives shopping etc. I don't ask. They tell. I do not even go in my wifes purse. If I need something I need, I bring it to her. I don't check her e-mails, or Facebook. I do not pry ever. I observe.
I wish I had the same privacy. I don't. This diary is my only secret. I was on before as someone else and she found out about it and freaked. That was three years ago. I just got back on.
I find I really, truly need this outlet.
I can compete with any man. Period. I truly do not worry about it. My wife attracts them like there is no tomorrow. She has appeal that any starlet would give her left tit for.
I would never thought that she could/would allow herself to fall for a girl! It is kind of exciting though, scary too!
She does not have to go behind my back for anything. Ever.
